Its not easy to learn and try to love someone else .
Hello` hello . Sorry long time never update . I cannot use laptop -.- Fuck kaaaan ? Grr . On wednesday , got henna workshop . I guess ? Should be uh . STM -.- huahuak ! Then went to bnly jaaap . Yayaaa ! Got henna workshop but tarqk jady -.- pfft . Went to bnly cause si Tom kateh narqk jumphr . Dataaang then he dnt have . Grrrrrr -.-' He go make IC . Then went there , mendaaaak then went to yana's house . Then slack`slack jap . Zaini called suroh turon . Terpakseh lor . Then went there bukan nyhr narqk layaaaaaan . Pig behtol -.- Leypak there skejap then Halek called . Said that he dah narqk start recording . Went to west park . Waaaah , halek dah baeks sehy skrg . Kalao tarqk duluh we always gadoh . hahahahah . That pompan , cheaaap or what ? tsk . Slack` slack . Maen truth or dare . was dared to kisss the Lamp post ! -.- Wth ?! Terpakseh lor . hahaah . Okeeh go jek . The next day , which is yesterday . I was not like me . Get it ? Semalam mcm laen mcm gituh . Im not like that . Asked Yana . She also agreed . I was so the sarcastic , rude , cruel , harsh . Mood swing all th waaaay -.- Asal siaaa ? FML :x At home , was totally bored . Yana ajak maen twister since we had planned to . Then tarqk jady . Ramai tarqk turned up . Grr . Then chatted w Tom . I was harsh . Opppps =X sorry ! Then chatted w Nana . She made my daaaay :D I love you darling xD . Between me and you *kenengup`up* . Went to yana's house . Actually should go meet taufiq but malaaaaas -.- tsk . Then met yana . She masak hotdog and crabstick :D Weeeeee ! Then after that , headed to bnly . This bangla terpegang my hand -.- Cb . Jalaaaan towards bnly , nmpk mikhaaaal (: Sweeet . He told me to jalan baek` baek . Hahah . Then reached bnly . Zaidi merepek sungguh . Dgr` dgr org baruw sampai buleyh curik hp mimi eh ? PAKAI OTAK laaah . Orang dah lah tarqkdeh mood . Then sit w soleh sumeh . Daaaah lameh dudok , Tom datang . Blah`blah . Got this bangla mabok gituh suddenly datang . Seraaaaaaam ! Soleh told Tom to sit beside me . Kalao tarqk comferm that bangla dudok sblh eyra -.- tsk . Then he sit beside me , that keleng suroh Tom bukak kan kotak rokok , check lagu laah . Mcm` mcm sia . Then narqk belaah , he go tarek beg soleh . I was like wtf ?! o.O then soleh bangon cpt`cpt . The keleng cakap , he thought it was his bag padahal bag dyer dh dipakai -.- Dasar potek . Then draw`draw using nadd's marker . He go draw at my hand -.- TOM<3 ! -.- Yaaa , i admit . When he sit beside me to protect me , i was so touched but after that , NO , im NOT . He didnt respect me . If he do , he wont touched me :( I cant do anything . I was in between Nadd and Him . Hmmms :/ Then since he's the only one who layan me , i followed him lor . watched KK . He was so famous . Sumeh org he kenal . After that day , I realised one thing . I like him but I dnt LOVE him . I love someone else :'( And im wonderring . Whaaats wrong w me yesterday ?! -.- Todaaaay ! Was AWESOME ! Went to school as per normal . Got our results . No one retaain ! Yaaaaaaaahooooooo ! But my marks , not that good D: Arrrrgh :( Saaaaad sungguh . After school went to yana's house and sleeeeep ! :D Then went to photography workshop . I loovee to take pictures ! Of MYSELF ! :p hahahaah . Tmrw going to Marina Bay Sands . Weee ! Tady someone msged me . Asked me whether i slacking or not . Waaaaah ? Why mcm kasar sia the way he typed ? Hmms , nvrmind :')