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30 September 2010
Disappointed .
Im so disappointed in you , love . Hmms , how I wish you understand my feelings . Since I met you , no one could make me fall in love with them except for you . I dont know what is so special in you . You're just one of a kind . Falling in love with you was beyond my control . All the memories , the moment we spend together will always remain in my mind . It will not be erase . Unfortunately , today , is such a bad day for me . All my hopes and dreams are vanished . I wanted you to be mine . I had rejected so many guys just for you . Because of you . cause all I want is to be with you dear . Can you get it ? Hmms , yesh . I knw there's something special in Yaya . I dont mind if you wanna be with her . Cause , I just pity her . She needs someone to protect her . I wont hate her . Really . Cause after you told me all those stories abt her , it make me feel so wth ? I just cant decribe . I pity her . Hmms . BUT ! If you told me to move on with someone I dont even knw , it really hurts . seriously . Hmms .. Im not bahan rolling . Kalao narqk , simpan . Kalao tarqk narqk , bagy org . I never say you said all that . I understand you . Yeaah . Its not that you're ego , selfish or wadsoever . I know :') You are forced to . But im just so stubborn . And so called , ego . Pentengkan diry sendiry . Sampai perasaan you pon , I tarqk keysah . I tawurqh I should not say all that . But you just make me feel that all guys are the same . Sayket tawurqh haty . Hancur berkecai . Hmmph . I have no more faith in love . Haish . The lollipop boutique that I wanted to give you , how ? My Class jersey , the nmbr 8 that you chose for me , how ? My Class Table , adhr you nameh , how ? My books , my pencil case , how ? Should i remove all those things ? No , its such a waste . Hmms . 101010 , no more . (: Hmmms .. What a fake hope . Stop dreaming , eyra . No more key to my heart . No more . No more . I will never cry . cause I have to be strong . I cant let this affect my mood . I cant . Im sorry Yana . Just now , I was abit harsh and sarcastic towards you . I was not in the mood . The mixture of my feelings , make me feel mad and manymore . Haish . Sorry for being sarcastic , harsh or wadsoever . Im just , ... Hmms . Im sorry . I will try to move on . Although I might not be able to do so . I didnt mean some of the harsh words I typed just now . Not all , only some jek yang I mean it . I didnt realised what I typed . Like wad ppl said , bileh tgh mrh , mcm` mcm buleyh terkeluar dary mulot tanpe disedari . My love for him , will not easily fade away . I will try not to show any bad expression towards him whenever i meet him somewhere . Sorry once again . And remember , we are walking to the love lane , down the road we meet again . HAHAHAHAH ! lol . Yana , Thanks alot honey (': I love you .
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