Yours truly ,♥
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30 September 2010
No more faith in love .
Eyra tarqk narqk gadoh dengan dyer . Like what that ceriteh kateh . Seytan sukeh tgk manusier gadoh . Nanty dyer senyom jek . Hehs ! I dont waant . Eyra tawurqh . Dyer punyhr org , kalao pompan tuh cayrik pahsal , nanty kalao dyer tarqkleyh tahan , dyer lawan balek . Some sort like that uhy . Thats what he onced told me . Now i realised , Jahaaaaat sia eyra cakap gituh mcm . Dyer tarqk ego lah . Bukan kehendak dyer pehy narqk niey sumeh terjady . Dah takdir . Redha jek lor . Dont be sad . Kalao org tuh penyabar , nanty bender yang baek akan terjady tao ! (: Heheh . Kayh , gilaa punya olang ! Beysok exaaaaam ! Arghh , Taik ! Pfft . Hope I pass with flying colours . Eyra sayang razak punyhr class . Semogeh eyra lulus iyeer ? Heh ! Putting a fake smile is not difficult baby . Seeee ! (: I can also do it . Weeeee ~ To the guy yang cakap he love me or wadsoever , Ayy ! You gila eyyh ? Sapeh kao ? Bapaaaaaak kao ! hahahahah . Grrr ! Merepek ehy org` org niey sumeh . Find a life , a better life . Jangan sukeh hancorkan hidop org laen . Buleyh tarqk ? Pfft . Kesyiaaan dyer , tarqkdehy org sayang dyer . Narqk eyra sayaang awak ehy ? Of Course Caannn NOT ! Tarqk tawurqh malu . Daah laah , bodo` bdo . Im happy . So , if its a prank or a plan to make me sad . You lose beybeeh ! Cb . Wasted sia . haahhahahaah ! Booooooo ! Okayh . Bye .
Disappointed .
Im so disappointed in you , love . Hmms , how I wish you understand my feelings . Since I met you , no one could make me fall in love with them except for you . I dont know what is so special in you . You're just one of a kind . Falling in love with you was beyond my control . All the memories , the moment we spend together will always remain in my mind . It will not be erase . Unfortunately , today , is such a bad day for me . All my hopes and dreams are vanished . I wanted you to be mine . I had rejected so many guys just for you . Because of you . cause all I want is to be with you dear . Can you get it ? Hmms , yesh . I knw there's something special in Yaya . I dont mind if you wanna be with her . Cause , I just pity her . She needs someone to protect her . I wont hate her . Really . Cause after you told me all those stories abt her , it make me feel so wth ? I just cant decribe . I pity her . Hmms . BUT ! If you told me to move on with someone I dont even knw , it really hurts . seriously . Hmms .. Im not bahan rolling . Kalao narqk , simpan . Kalao tarqk narqk , bagy org . I never say you said all that . I understand you . Yeaah . Its not that you're ego , selfish or wadsoever . I know :') You are forced to . But im just so stubborn . And so called , ego . Pentengkan diry sendiry . Sampai perasaan you pon , I tarqk keysah . I tawurqh I should not say all that . But you just make me feel that all guys are the same . Sayket tawurqh haty . Hancur berkecai . Hmmph . I have no more faith in love . Haish . The lollipop boutique that I wanted to give you , how ? My Class jersey , the nmbr 8 that you chose for me , how ? My Class Table , adhr you nameh , how ? My books , my pencil case , how ? Should i remove all those things ? No , its such a waste . Hmms . 101010 , no more . (: Hmmms .. What a fake hope . Stop dreaming , eyra . No more key to my heart . No more . No more . I will never cry . cause I have to be strong . I cant let this affect my mood . I cant . Im sorry Yana . Just now , I was abit harsh and sarcastic towards you . I was not in the mood . The mixture of my feelings , make me feel mad and manymore . Haish . Sorry for being sarcastic , harsh or wadsoever . Im just , ... Hmms . Im sorry . I will try to move on . Although I might not be able to do so . I didnt mean some of the harsh words I typed just now . Not all , only some jek yang I mean it . I didnt realised what I typed . Like wad ppl said , bileh tgh mrh , mcm` mcm buleyh terkeluar dary mulot tanpe disedari . My love for him , will not easily fade away . I will try not to show any bad expression towards him whenever i meet him somewhere . Sorry once again . And remember , we are walking to the love lane , down the road we meet again . HAHAHAHAH ! lol . Yana , Thanks alot honey (': I love you .
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25 September 2010
Sukeeeeeeh !
How i wishhh , One day we go to the beach . Cycling , Walking along the seaside , bareng`bareng on the grass/sand then share stories , tgk sunset , tgk moon and stars . Awwhh ! I waaaaaaant ! Hmmph . So sweet gituh lor . Haish . How I wish , the date , 101010 , is a gonna be a special date . Hmms (: Then makan sameh`sameh like that time . Alalalaaah , sungguh the romantic sia . Narqk ~! Caaans ? Yok ! Hahahahahh . Someone grant my wish . Fairy godmother , help me ! HAHAH . kayh , shhh ..
24 September 2010
YanaHoney (:
Dearest Honey yang tersayang ,
Honey , dont sad`sad kayh ? Stop crying please ? You narqk adhr mateh yang lawa kan ? Take good care of it honey . I understand your situation . Yesh honey , trully understand . But you have to face all this sayang . Ups and Downs . Be strong my dear . I will always guide you frm the back . I will support you no matter wad happen . Jangan pahsal lelaky , hidop you merane kayh ? He lovees you . Yes , he do . Think positive . Jangan selalu pikeh negative . Although i always do that :\ But seriously , kalao you tarqk pikeh to the bright side , pikeran you keh laen , comferm haty sayket nyhr . Like you used to say , Mindset , aphr kejadah tahh ? Hahhahah . Chill kayh ? Maybe biol dah tidoh ? Penat ? Batt flat ? Papeh alasan dyer , bersabar jek kayh ? I knw you are strong enough . Have confidence baby . Wipe your tears , kaayh ? Bhy , Dear and Darling kaan adhr :D
Loveeeees ,
Eyraaa <3
Boreeeed !
Shit ! He moveee -.- huahuak , atleast i look good sudaah <3
Gambar narqk upload pehy laah slow ! Tsk , babs laaah . LEMBAB sia . Today was fun ! Went to poly , amek mc tros cabot . Tarqk py amek ubat . Huahuaak ! Cousin nyhr plan lah niey . Baaaaik (Y) . hahah , keycoh . Balek , makan then went to IMM meet lovees one . AhnieDARLING and YanaHoney (: Super keycoh and`and gerek . Tarqk beydek ! Heheh . I bought gelaangs , rantai and skirt . Yaaahoooo ! Py IMM but buy at JP . hehs , Tommorrow buy , BEG ! Must fast` fast sia . First come , first serve siol . Hahahah . Buy sameh ngan yana , pon sameh laah . Asalkan dapat tuh beg ! huahuak . Skaly`skaler , jiwee ! hahs ! Atlast , chat ngan iqbal . Pantats behtol . Dary tady bukan nyhr narqk chat . Pfft ! Tmmrw , plan ?! HANCOR ! bodoh behtol . Eyra narqk ! alaaaah , tarqkpehy lah . *bersabar-ing* hehehs ! Happy bday kak ikin and kak ema . Hadiah , hutaaang yaaaah ? heheheheh . Ayyyy ! M to the E to the N to the D to the A to the K ! mendak nyhr ! ~ Mak iqbal adhr ? kayh , hope she tarqk baceh what we are chatting . hahaahha .
22 September 2010
Whats wrong with him ?
Eyra on tuesday and wednesday , otp nan iqbal ! Hehs ! Eyra sukeh ! Banyaaak sukeh ! Eyra tarqk suroh dyer call pon tawurqh ? He call automatic punyaa ! Awwh , so sweet . He even kateh , demy eyra , dyer tarqk keysah prepaid low or wadsoever . Alalalaaah , sweet sungguh ! Sukeeeh ! heheheh . On tuesday , gereek ! He marah me siow ! Pahsal narqk minom air gas padahal dah sayket . Awwh , he care abt me ! Hmmms :') So touching . Sempat kateh , narqk right ? left ? bottom right ? or bottom left ? Tsk`tsk . No good hor . Hahahahah . He offered to bring me to poly . But i dnt want . Tarqk sukeh ubaat ! hahahahahhah . Till now , havent eat medicine . heheh . He never angkaat my call ! pantats ! kateh jek will angkat . Pfft ! -.- Then on wed , sungguh irrits ! tarqk sukeh sia . Otp behy kept coughing . Alamaaaaak , spoiler sia . Sungguh tarqk sukeeh ! Then ending of the call , he mcm no mood after what story i told him . haish . Should not tell him . but i should . haish . hmmph . After knowing the stories abt yaya , eyra tybeh` tybeh mcm .. ? Entah lah kans . Cumeh yana jek yang understand . Kesyiaan saak . He needs you more . Should be . I redha . I releh you py ngan dyer . She needs protection . Hmms .. Go ahead lovee <3
19 September 2010
Hari Rayaa with loves !
Semalam sungguh the gerek ! Eyra sukeh ! Hehs ! But too bad , he came late . Hmmph . Eyra pagy` pagy wake up , called yana then mandy . Siap` siap then go meet yana and some at Nas nyhr rumah . Waaah , goodluck wan ! All the best . Hope kaw dapat Ina and be with her forever ! Weee ! Cheyyybah ! Feeweet ! Kawan` kawan eyra jambu siotzxc . Hehs ! Baaaaaaik (Y) . Eyra yang mcm masai gituh siaa . hmph . After went to rumah Nas , proceed to rumah Zaidi . Pfft , wth ?! Baju sameh colour ngan Zai ?! Klaw buleyh , i go exchange baju with yana . Baruw matching ! heheh . Wowww ! Eyra sukeh kuceng korang . Gendut tuhh ! Tapy kiyuut . With the baju and rantai . Alalalaaaah , mcm narqk cubet jek . hmph . Geraaaaam :} Then they said , tarqk nyanyi , cannot go home . Pfft -.-" Maluu sia ! I sang with yana . Tuh pon dyer nyanyi siyket jek . Kwaangasaam you honey ! hahahah . Then went to Zaini's house . Eat` eat . Hehs ! Then naek lorry go to Syafiq's house . Wtf ?! They said to his mom that im syafiq's gf -.- Merepek sungguh . LAME joke . huahuak ! Then went to Apit's house . After that , went to Mimi's house . And guess waad , dyer dah sampai . But he wore kuneng ! hmmph . Lucky , no girl wear kuneng . hehs ! Ahhh , jealous laah tuh klaw adhr pompan wear kuneng . Bad jealousy laah katehkan . Haiyo ! Then went to Liyana's house . And the problem timbol . Some dont want to naek . Alasan dyer , Zaini sayket , tarqk rapat ngan yana and wadsoever . And worst , yana dh cannot continue rayeh with us . Cause his father thought that she mix with the bad company . Tsk . Wad only . Dont judge a book by its cover . hmmmms .. Then proceed to Awie's house . Then took pictures , atlast , took picture with him in the photo . But too bad , pahkai camera kakak awie . hmms . Then he went home due to time limit -.- Then we go to berd's house . then to Nas house again and lastly to Mamat's house . Eyra paleng sukeh pat mamat nyhr rumah . BEST ! They remembered me siaa . Malu sungguh ! tarqk beydek ! hahah . Watched ceriteh hantu , listen to his father nyhr stories , and many more . I learn many new things ! Weeeeee ! Then narqk balek , i went home dgn zaini and dan . Zaini blanjeh naek taxi . Awwh , so manis . Then he send me home . Kateh sampai bwh blk jek , behy nmpk adhr 3 mats teros he asked me , eyra buleyh naek lift sendiry tarqk ataw mayseh takot . Then eyra kateh shld be okeh then he kateh tarqkpehy , he hantar . Then he pressed two levels . And he said , JANGAN JADY BODOH . pfft , nanty mat` mat tgk which floor i tinggal -.- Then after that , he msged me , cakap the mat mayseh pat bwh my blk . Blaaah` blahhh ! Okayh , done ! Bye !
13 September 2010
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Ayyy ! Selamat Hari Rayaa awak` awak semuerh . Now , im thinking . Should i delete my old blogs and remain with this blog ? And let people know everything ? Or just delete and dont tell anyone about this blog except for some people ? Okayh , peneng` peneng . klaw dorang tawurqh , nanty keycoh uhy . haiyoo . Then tarqkmoh blg laah :x , hehs ! Tady go JYC after sch then maen comp . Kan dah agak , i've told you baby . Hmms .. Aphr salah eyra terhadap you ? If eyra adhr buwat paphr salah , bilang eyra . Tarqk payah narqk hancorkan haty eyra . Pleaase ? Then go boonlay . They suroh naek arcade padahal tarqk buleyh masok . Later kena halao liao . Tarqk mawurh . hehs ! better dont enter . Kan` kan ? Then go kerusi bulat . Draw` draw , read something , yana tawurqh , eyra pon tawurqh kan` kan ? hehs ! Biar laah rahsia . Then Awie , Rafi and Zaidi came . Si Rafiali niey ehy , mcm kwaangasaam gituh lorr . He go bongkar my pencil box . And kebaboomz ! Eyra pehy beylow . The fvcking eraser ! Arghh , gosh . Adhr nameh si dektuhh . Then he nmpk then show to Zaidi . Kayh , speechless . Then he go amek niey paper that i wrote and draw . Got his name again . Wtf kan ?! Then after he read it , he go koyakkan and burned it . Waaaaah ? Eyra suroh buang tarqk suroh koyak and bakarkan . hmph ! Then he go take my phone . And again ! Eyra serious very` very the selengeh today . Go give him password and he read the notes before entering the password . then he go to pictures . Then idk wad he do . He said narqk tunjok iqbal ? Waaad xiaa ? Show wad ? Okeh , pfft -.-' papeh laah kans . Then take my bag . haiyo . Then i amek and chao .
yesterday , was the day that he knew part of my feelings . Yesh , i did told him . Cause he wanted to knw . So tell lorr . Before that im so the bodoh , go hurt his feelings . I was joking but i didnt think twice before sending it . haiyoomaaaaa ! Then blah` blah . Bileh eyra dah sent tuh , teros tarqk reply . Hmms .. tidoh kot ? Entah lah ehy . Tadyk actually dnt want meet him but too bad , dah ternmpk . Bukan tarqk narqk jumphr laah , but malu . haish . Waaaaah ? You pernah sukeh si dyer , asal tarqk cakap ? You narqk "peace" , laen kaly blg . But yeaaaah , not worth it . You narqk Aan , you amek lah . You narqk si dektuhh , langkah mayat i duluh . HAHAHHA . kayh , random . That was part of our conversation tady with ahnie and yana . heheh . Zaliq tanyhr kenaphr nameh dyer kuncy , pahsal dyer adalah kunci kepada pintu haty saya (:
huahuakz ! but , im afraid to have high hopes on him . haiyaaaa .
12 September 2010
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Eyra love my cousins . Hehs ! Eyra first day pahkai green then second day wear pink . Heheh . I sukeh ! Kayh , shh .. Eyra tarqk sukeh sehy got this guy menggatal . Pfft -.-" Very the irrits tawurqh ? Step narqk salam eyra konon . Pergydaaaaah ! Puii uhy . Huahuak ! Evil saaaak eyra . Ayy , nono . Im as good as an angel baby . Hehs ! Haty ohhh haty , tolong jangan sukeh cemburu sangat buleyh tarqk ? Sayket tawurqh haty . Haiyo , hmms ..
08 September 2010
Waaaaaaah ?
Heyy sexyzxc and hawty ! Weeee ! Okayh , im bored . HAHAHAH . Yesterday , went to JP . Go shop` shop . Know wad i bought ? Okayh , will list down . hehs !
` kasot rayeh
` foundation
` powder
` silver eyeliner
` blusher
` eyeshadow
Daah , tuh jehr . hahahah . Tapy total up with my sister's nyhr , fuhhh ! Okayh , diam . hahahaha . I still want to buy some things . hahah .
` pink and green braa
` mascara
` fake eyelashers
` black eyeliner
` hair acessories
` necklace
` earrings
` gelaang
And im waiting for my contact lenses -.-' Cepaat laah siyket darling ~
I want that shoe ! then sister py amek . Alermaaaaaak ! pfft . Then took bus 243W then went to graandma's home . Suddenly , in the bus , i received a msg . From HIM ! Awwwwwh x)
Sukeh ehy umaira ehy sukeh . Hehs ! And guess waad ? He said , umaira , last long yaw (': hmmms , wads with that emoticons ehy ? Haish . Then i was lyke , huh ? ahahhaahah . And all the waaaaaay , i kept smiling to myself . Org tgk pon ingat i tarqk waras siaahr , huahuak ! Then i step uhy yang i attached . heee ! Then i was abt to send yana this , wad does this emoticon means ? (': then she go msg me . Waaaah , same timing dok . Hehs ! Yana kateh pahsal i kateh i att , may make iqbal believe it . And yesh honey , he did . Lawl . Then last` last i go tell him the truth . And he said , when he knew that im att , he felt like he wants to ... ? Cry ayy ? Alalalalaaaaaah , im not laah dear . He told me this , walawpon its not true , tetap sedeyh . Mesty laah kans , kateh shock . Hmms .. And lucky you , its not true . Klaw behtol , how ? how ? Atleast i cakap i att for the better wad . Hmmms .... Kayh umaira , hal smlm is hal smlm . Jangan jealous ! Please my heart , stop thinking negative . Haish .
YOU CAKAP NARQK CAKAP SOMETHING TAPY BELOM READY . APAAA DYER ? YOU SAID TODAY YOU WILL TELL ME KAN ? MAKE SURE AYY .
HAPPY 3RD MONTHSARY SINGLE UMAIRAA ! <3
07 September 2010
curiousity -.-
Yesterday , went to JP met Yana then bought egg tart . Hehs ! Then went to Bnly . Then met them . Weee ! Long tyme no see xiaa ! Rinduw sgt` sgt . (: Then si dear niey py terkejotkan org pulaak -.-' Buwat malu jehr you niey . Haiyomaa ! Abg Zaini so the innocent look sehy ! Hahahahh . Waaaahsehy bhy ! Shock i when the person they call 'bapok' is him ! Fuuhh , tarqk kuh sangkeh . hahah . Then blah'blah . He dudok blkng me and tegoh me . Awww x) Then aphr yang you knw i knw the public knwdntknw ? Huh ? Wth ?! Kayh , im lost -.-' Aphr siaaahr ! Tarqk maw blg i , sampai haty you . Puii uhy ! Hmmph ! :D Just now , slack with this one human being . Hope i wont fall into his trap ehy . Hmmms ... Eyra bukan pompan murahan -.-
Pfft -.-'
-/ EYRA TARQK ATTACHED ! pfft -.-'
But eyra terpakseh cakap yang eyra attchd pahsal eyra malas narqk layan lelaky yang eyra tarqk kenal . Malas eyra narqk entertain all those bullshits . You all understand kan` kan ? Eyra sedeyh tawurqh . I go see his wall then i saw he commenting on yaya's photo . Waaah , kayh i knw i shld not be jealous . But idk why . Haish . Lagy' lagy she's hawt and pretty . Hmms .. hawtstuff pulak tuh . Sapeh tarqk jealous siaa bhy . Pfft -.-' Remember he told honey , let me know his feelings by looking at his reactions ? Frankly , sometyme i feel lyke he love her not me . Hmmph . Who knows ? I also dnt knw laah kaans . Okeh , i knw my jealousy is getting worst . Niey sumeh pahsal dyer laah ! Grrr .. Lyke i used to say , if i fall in love with him , i blame him . hehs ! Klaw the word love doesnt exist towards him , jealousy wont be that terok manzxc . Fuhh ! kedebadebooms ! Tarqk sampai haty to lie to people but what to do laah kans . Tarqk sukeh uhy org menggatal -.- Eeeee ! Irrits xiaaa ! Pfft . Tapy behtol uhy , attached ngan yana waaaaaaaaad . Kan honey ? :D hahahahah . You knw , i knw . Shhhhh /-
Sanggop ehy i cakap att padahal tarqk . Baaaaaik (Y)
05 September 2010
Updated x)
Ayy ! Eyra penaat and mendaaks to the max . Semalam py geylang lepas bukeh around 8plus . Then jalan` jalan cayrik baju rayeh colour PINK . hehs ! I sukeh ! I sukeh ! xD Before we proceed to geylang . We went to pizza hut pat taman jurong situh . Makan` makan then go geylang . Alaah , tuh pon pahsal bukeh makan kueh jehr . Can still diet but i ate pizza so heheh . kayh , shh .. Go geylang then nampak this baju niey .Waaaaaah ! Veh` veh lawaa ! Uncle and Auntie dah agree but i yang tarqk narqk pulaak . You knw whye ? The price manzxc -.-'
$129 xiaaaa ! Narqk mampos ?! hahah . I also dont knw why they can agree to buy me that baju . Then i narqk tgk` tgk duluh pat tempat laen . Then nampak this baju , lawaaaa ! but , BUT ! mcm baju pengantin . Nanty org kateh aphr pulak kans . Narqk feeling` feeling mcm pengantin pulaak . Hehs ! Klaw sameh ngan si dektuhh tarqkpehy laah x) hahah . Then rounding` rounding . Know waaaaad ? Atlast at 12midnight gituh baruw eyra agree narqk bely baju yang cost $129 tuh . Hahahhah . Such a wasteof tyme we jalan nyhr jalan . Heeeee ! Have to bear with it . Eyra kan sentiaserh cerewet (: Then went to Mr teh tarik . Sahur air bandung and pau . hahah . Reached home at 3am going to 4am . Then blah` blah then go sleep . Then SUDDENLY i happened to bangon and checked hp . Mcm adhr feeling that he msged me . So yeaaaah , with a sleepy eyes i go reached out for my phone . And YESH , he msged me . He said that he dreamt about me and wadsoever . Hehs ! And suddenly im fresh . Im awake ! Waaaaah ? MAGIC . hahahhah . Then i kept smiling all the waaaay . Okayh , wadevaaa . (:
He's kiyuuuuuuut . huahuak !